-Thursday, January 31, 2008
today was a very quiet day at bank. Went out at counter as ususal.. nothing special.
Went to safra played tennis with my frens. One of our fren LLQ sprined his ankle while trying to return my serve. This is due to he step one of the tennis ball on the floor.
After that, meet LYL at cofy shop and discuss abtout soccer manager. Slack and went home at 2am
Tml going CGH seeing spec.. or rather later =x/ Hope everything turn out fines.
-=][Enchanted Affinity][=-
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3:03 AM
-Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Today had a greatest shock of my life when i sees the mirror. My eyes was so RED !!!!!
Went to work today, the bank today was quite busy and i dare not eye contact with the customer due to my red eyes.
Went meet godmum drink cofy, went back home and slp.
I wish i'm a person who can withstand everything that is going against me. My work, i MAY lose my job at the bank due to my red eyes. I'm worried about my eyes but who really care and show concern for me? As each day passes, i'm getting more and more worried. My work stress is increasing now. My commitment to earn more money to provide her also increases... but who can understand? I'm not a person who can express my feelings, gain credits, etc. I kept most of my feeling to myself more till i wanna crazy... even the person whom i love ask to leave her alone?
If we cant just overcome this small obstruction, how can we be more stronger in the future? Maybe i think too much liao. Was it real or just my fantasy?
Every brand new day is an opptinuty to complete your quest.
THIS IS THE SHOCK I GET IN THE MORNING!!!!
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1:04 AM
-Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Today was working as normally.... just recived a call from doc my eye spec appt was at 31jan... wow.. so soon...
Today was kinda normal, serving customer, count money etc. My ger hp spoil, couldnt reply my sms and my call, was feeling down liao.. haha.. thought something happen. Knock ard 545, meet LYL at east point and proceed down to TM mac to meet my ger. Meet my godmum at levis and slack ard, went to eat chicken rice at 505 and lame around there... mhhuaaa
Sent my ger home. Miss her so much... 1 week never meet yet so little time together liao.. hiaz....
Meet my godmum at SK inter. Talk cock till my last bus 27 come liao.. hiaz
Kinda tired.
Its not that i dont love you anymore, Its that i could'nt express my feelings well enough.
Enchanted Affinity
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12:30 AM
-Monday, January 28, 2008
Today went to sees doc in the early morning.. my ulcer in my eyes still haven recover yet. The doc says may need to sees eye specialist in CGH. They need to sees how deep my ulcer is in my eyes and if it is worse i may have to under go " yan jiao mou" transplant. what the heck, make me so worried till now.. hiaz
And later at night, my hp work againist me liao... i cant hear the other party voice and only by pressing loud speaker , then i can only hear their voice but not using headset.
Tml need to work liao.. i feels so sian to work with my red eyes.. hiaz..... Why everything is going against me...
Zai ge wo liang feng zong......
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12:46 AM
-Friday, January 25, 2008
Today was a quiet day at the bank.... as usual i was combing Q. However, there was a little surprise for me as vale came visit me in the morning =,=. LOL, was kinda a surprised.. never really expect her to visit me so fast >.<
Went home ard 6 and go out to tampines mall buy some shirt to wear when working. Bought a 512 levis also. Took some pictures too... here are the items that i bought:
This is the Espirit shirt that i bought.
This is the Levis 512 i bought.
This is the black leather shoes i bought.
After buying so many other things, i finally feels a burning hole in my pocket. All the while missing her while shopping for my things.
Enchanted Affinity
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11:05 PM
Today just come the new batches of CNY notes. The Q was extremely long and i was combing the Q the whole day =,= . I got my ID pass today and... omg the photo is like.... hiaz... that was the photo i taken during my army dayz.....
Today my ger had got her o lvl result. I can understand her vexed she had, as every choice she now makes determines her future in life. I will fully support her decision in whatever she takes. My ger will be facing new people, a new lease of life and perherps a change of heart? I dun know, all i want to think now is on my work. The fear of losing her is almost the same of losing my job. But its inevitable that she had to undergo such major changes in her life. Let this be the first test to us.
Loves.
The ability to says no gives you the freedom to says yes to others.
LAME FACE IN ARMY DAYS
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12:55 AM
-Wednesday, January 23, 2008
3rd day of work.. as usual, i was combing Q.. asking customer and how can i assists them.... Today we ran out of new notes to exchange for old notes. however tml the new notes will be coming... we can forseen that we are and will be very busy like hell...
Tml my ger will get her result. I wish her all the best cause there was a song name " i believe in miracles". You will get into the course that u desired.
Recently, there was a speak chinese campaigns. More and more chinese singaporean cant make it in their chinese due to our english educated culture. And worse still, some even cant speak even a complete simple chinese sentence and need some english to help them out... just like a rojak language?Met some customer who are like this too... LOL
Anyway, tml will be another war day at the bank. Hope i can survive. =)
Miss my ger. =,=
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11:54 PM
-Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Today First day of work at POSB/DBS at east point... First day of work, MRT down... damn it...
Was suppose to arrive at 810am at the branch in the end arrive at 930 >.<.
I cross the overhead bridge..and take a few pic with my hp =) rare sight... Took the shuttle bus ,but the bus hor, never stop at Simei, stop at tarnah merah, in the end, i had to cross the ROAD AGAIN to take the shuttle bus from tarneh merah to simei.. ROAR!!!!!!!
Learn a few things today at the bank, I'm still under a trainee in the counter... observe how the pro bank teller do their job.. its was like... WOW, so ZAI.....
Met Ger at her hse and went to have dinner with her.... Miss her loads too.... below is a few pic i taken...
WAS at the overhead bridge.. look at the crowd!!!!
My name is not trainee =(
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12:15 AM
-Monday, January 21, 2008
Today went to bugis pray for my new job and my blessing to the people i know.. esp to one person =) ger. Pop out of sudden at OG there to gib my ger a shock... oops i mean surprises...
Went lunch with her and her baby shan... OMG... the 1st impresion i give to ppl is very scary.... why?!?!?? =(. Held her hands for a few second while slacking for a while at OG. I thought i never waas again to held her hands le. =(
After that went back home, change to my sports gear went to play with badminton with a group of my frens... i dun know why today my standard had dropped.. felt like the weakest link.. hiaz... play till 1130... while in game, my mind kept thinking of her... had she knock off from work? Is she hungry or tired???
Went home and have a warm bathe... tml will be a new working day for me.. hope everything turns out fine...
And i promise never to let ger shead a tear of sadness ever again.....
Loves and enchanted affinity.
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1:45 AM
-Saturday, January 19, 2008
The split second where our last eye contact with each other...... I felt a sense of helpless.......
The Journey to SK interchange was suppose to be 10 mins for me, but i took around 30 mins to reach... Maybe my vision is blurred by my tears... Each step i take seems very heavy, each step i wanted to retreat and run back to her, this is the 1st time i cried while walking... everything seems so slow and blurred.
However, i need to be heartless, a person without any feelings.... a cold person, i tried it, it dont feels good, esp to a person who u loves. I rather take the pain myself, the emptness my self... i need to make this harsh decision.... to be fair to her, so dat she can find a good boi boi dat is better than me.... i dun know how to says
i cant forget her, i cant ereased her off my memories... my pain is almost the same as her i believe... i cant forget the sweetness we had...
If we are meant for each other, some other time we would be together... its hurts me as badly as how sad she felt, i broke her heart and i broke mines too.
If there is next time, i wish we can be together forever...
Forget me completely...
While i remember you for enternity...
Thats my promise to me and you.
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2:08 AM
-Thursday, January 17, 2008
Today solo work today.. promised got a part time under me, but then last minute xfer abck to tampines.... cheat my feelings again.. T_T. Bought a gatsby hair spray as my spray is used up....
My eyes still a bit bloofshot... will tried to get it back to normal b4 i work at DBS.. hopefully... hiaz...
Meet ger at ard 8pm at OG alb. Kinda surprised her as i come in......lolx....
Mrt all e way back to her hse downstairs... feed her some choc pan cakes... was sweet to me and her too.. hee hee.
Tried to reassurae my feeling towards her... saw her too emo, i also heart pain =.= . Teach a finger guessing game... she was kinda slow, but hey, she beat me several times.. hee hee....
Time to slp le... i wish for a miracle to happen...
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1:11 AM
-Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Today went to buy eye drop for my eyes.. hiaz still damn damn damn red.. fug it... late by 1 hour wor..... but anyway still went out with my fun loving jolaine for lunhie using underground table... hee hee..
Had some weird sms convesation with my ger ger today... dunno would she leave me a not.. i'm v scare to lose her as she is part and parcel of my life now le... hiaz
mai you ni zai wor you tou fan noun....
anyway.. time to slp le.... hope i can reach my wonderland...
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12:34 AM
-Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Today went over to my ger ger house... didnt know SK wind was so strong.. messes up my hair... had to go over to ger wadrobe and restyle my fringe again.... her straightner was not too used by me, so had a little trouble styling it....
Went over to parkway parade to had the secret shop.. but stuupiid.... pay haven come back yet... cannot have our creative ideas there... cam whore all the way from her bus stop to her home.. lolx
Kinda tired again.. cant think too much to blog too.. anything missing is yours to have out... cause the missing part in the blog will only be know by me and my girl girl... :P
Yea..today i bully her and i loves it!
I will not give up!
Misses....
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1:18 AM
-Monday, January 14, 2008
today again play punk.. nv go work cause of slight fever.. went out play dota with LYL, Panda, Xiang and JJ. After that headed down to bugis junction to eat... meet my ger ger at there.. again.. it was she who spotted me again ... =x
MRT all the way back to SK, only managed to send her half way back home cause of the bus.. hiaz.. sad......
too tired to think of anything to write more.... sleepy and head is getting heavier with each passing day...
Loves and misses...
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1:47 AM
-Sunday, January 13, 2008
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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6:23 AM
Today never went to work since my eyes is still uncomfortable, further more its at OG PP, hate it man... Was home alone all the while and kept thinking and thinking and thinking..... with mixed feelings making me feels so lost....
Will she ever grew tired of me?
Will we be ever lasting?
Will she change once she widen her social circle?
Will she leaves me once i make a decision?
Everyday and whenever my hp SMS ringtone was heard, i really wish it is her who sms me... whatever she sms would bring a warm smile across my face making everything looks brighter and greener.... i really cant lost you...
Feels so lost and confused...
Whenever is it, i treasure the sweet memories when we are together although it seems short but the sweetneess feels like forever.
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6:11 AM
-Saturday, January 12, 2008
Worked at Robinson again..... hiaz... as usual kinda slack and joke with Jolaine as usual... one of the memorable thing today is i sing ay and fei yi qin song "qian li zhi wai" to a customer!!! LOL... they says my singing not bad.. but i think they are just too polite to says.. i know myself de =X
Mistkaen My ger knock off time... had to rush down to find her.. luckily my trademark or rather ™ was my height which makes it people to spot me in the crowd.. :)
Went out with her and tried to contact my fren for her shop but she's not in =(. MRT back to Tampines and goes to giant... Its my Girl's maiden journey to the GIANT. Giant saving giant saving.. LOL.... had diffculty taking pic cause of crowd again.. hate weekends!!! =( Bought some shushi and a drink and drove her back home using my *coughs* car... It was a sweet journey and before we parted, we are like an enchanted affinity. You knows, i knows =)
Tml at OG PP... dun know wanna go work a not.. hiaz feel like playing punk tml....
Loves and Misses...
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12:44 AM
-Friday, January 11, 2008
Today was a tired day... My left eyes this few days had been red and uncomfortable.
Meet with my girl at city Hall station and send her back home with a big chicken legs or rather drumsticks to eat.. feels verys ad when she always not eating.. met my fellow colloge at SK mrt station also....
Misses....
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1:48 AM
-Thursday, January 10, 2008
How should i start my Blog? Today is my maiden post .. kinda excited too =X
December is a month that happens a lot of things in my life. First of all, my 10 years buddies celebrate on my 18th Bday. Not bad, at least they had motivation to come down to celebrate with me.
After a few days, i was shortlisted for my FIRST interview with the DBS. Its at PWC building at Raffles Place there. There was a series of test which i had to pass in order to proceed for the interview. During the interview, it was kinda nervous but i projected a self confidence image and managed to impress the 1st interviewer! Again, i was shortlisted for the 2nd interview, This time, i will be interviewing with the branch manager which could be my future manager =X. We chatted and tour around the bank. Next week, i was shortlisted for my appointment letter... Yeeshhh!!!!!!! Someone is my lucky charm, and dun ask me who she is =x. I had signed my appointment letter today and will be starting my DBS cararee on 21st. =X Hope i can cope with the training and stress.
Went to crocdile company for part time work, was interview and was sent to expo to work. Kinda lame at expo. Met Alice, Xiang, Greath over there... was great and Expo sales ended on 1st Jan. Alice, xiang and me went back to expo on 2nd to pack up our stuffs... was late for 1 hour... =X... had reason de.. lolx.... After the packup, some things begin to happen in my life, i would not says it out =x. Waiting for u all to find out if u can =x . Just SMS my sales Rep that i be working till 18th on the crocdile company cause 21 i needa start work on DBS!
Recently, I feels so lost and confused.... just like someone on a moon without a compass.... But whatever is it, i wish i can endure all the pain and suffering instead of the other person. Someone gives me a speical feeling which i cant explained. It only can be felt by your heart, touch by your heart, feel by your heart... A feeling that cant be merly describe by words... there is a saying a picture is worth a thousand words....
Will i find my happiness in the future?
Will i be able to give and protect my love one?
Will i be able to give her the happiness?
Will i be able to hold on to her??
Will she be bored of me?
All these are just question that will remained unanswer till i make a decision....
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