The split second where our last eye contact with each other...... I felt a sense of helpless.......
The Journey to SK interchange was suppose to be 10 mins for me, but i took around 30 mins to reach... Maybe my vision is blurred by my tears... Each step i take seems very heavy, each step i wanted to retreat and run back to her, this is the 1st time i cried while walking... everything seems so slow and blurred.
However, i need to be heartless, a person without any feelings.... a cold person, i tried it, it dont feels good, esp to a person who u loves. I rather take the pain myself, the emptness my self... i need to make this harsh decision.... to be fair to her, so dat she can find a good boi boi dat is better than me.... i dun know how to says
i cant forget her, i cant ereased her off my memories... my pain is almost the same as her i believe... i cant forget the sweetness we had...
If we are meant for each other, some other time we would be together... its hurts me as badly as how sad she felt, i broke her heart and i broke mines too.
If there is next time, i wish we can be together forever...
Forget me completely... While i remember you for enternity...
Thats my promise to me and you.
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